The wind came and blew her open
Not a mystery but a Truth
creaky cabinet doors swung open ready to bare the once dusted labels
Cracked Windows invited the raw weather to be felt and tasted
Ever so gently her heart whispered: Thank you for never leaving me
The everchanging wind blew off old weight from her inauthentic identities
“I am not here to MAKE friends, I am here to meet myself more and attract those who see me from my center guiding me home back to Love.”
The fibers from her words weaved in and out on her back creating new born wings
“Stay loyal to you. Stay close to your wholeness like the crow belongs to his landscape “
What is not yours will be rung out of your streams to quench the dry soil beneath you
Any uncomfortableness that caused her vocal cords to rattle in Truth rolled through, up and out
Pumping in vulnerability she spoke: This is Who I Am. I’m not here to please. I’m here to Breathe Open
Written in the sky, on the spray of the sunset, Surrender was seen
In this humbling silence, my body stills, waits, returns to breath and remembers
“Surrender”, escapes my next exhale
Instead of push, force, restraint, I choose to command my skin to soften, my breath to open, and my heart to drop closer to Earth’s wishes
The chilling glaciers within me rumble, adjust, and transform as Surrender slowly melts them away
Now into cold rivers awakening my body to unveil the Truth
My warming core honors the Truth like the heart needs oxygen-rich blood to pump
I Surrender to being my simple, internally quiet Self who listens, waits, feels and responds to this ancient powerful force within and around me
What is mine, if missed, will wash back up to me on the ever-moving forgiving shore
What is dying within me, I let fall through the minuscule cracks of my bones down into the soft sand under my toes and back to the core of the Earth
This natural rhythm of Surrender soothes my old soul to rest, causing my new chorus to find my lungs and be sung
Unembarrassed, I Trust, heart wide open, feet rooted, and body dressed in Light
Let me Remind You of your Wild....
The internal gardens that bloom in your soul bursting with color and new life, this is YOU
The inner rough and wild storms that roll in and out of your veins, this is YOU
The crest of a wave that grows in your lungs from outrageous emotions, ready to splash outside of your eyes, this is YOU
The rowdy bliss that bounces in your inner playground waiting to burst with noise, this is YOU
The Wild woman who howls at the moon, stretches to the stars and wrestles with the leaves, this is YOU
You belong to the Wild and She belongs to YOU
For without Her, your soul tank is empty and your natural cycle is not yet complete
Say hello to your Inner Wild, Cheers to the Expressive Genesis who electrifies your Whole Self into Being
Much gratitude to Anthony Schumann who created this magnificent piece of art out of plastic jars and picked me to model it in the Wearable Art Show!
Even with all this heaviness You're still Growing
Where there's concrete, a determined blade of grass still finds its peak to the Light ✨
Inside a tightly bound still chrysalis
Grows a vibrant in life and color Butterfly
Preparing to take flight
Drop the fight and spread your wings
The Earth is begging you:"Come Alive" "Uncover the artistry of the great Universal Creator who breathes Life within You"
Honor the sacredness of the ringing out what no longer serves your True Colors
Explore the untouched, ignored, missed canvas without restraint
Anchor down into the rivers of unspoken Truths bedding in your hips
Slapping against the currents of life
Telling you..."Now is the time to release"
Release the dams that held you safe
Release the cocoon that morphed you into your Great Transformation
Stand, Great Awakener with your wings out spread, Owning what is yours
And leaving all the rest into the great abyss of what was.....
I'd like to share a piece of the pie I have been eating that is full of nutritious ingredients from several spiritual teachers around me and within me: I invite you to chew slowly and spit out what doesn't resonate with you. It is a bit of a messy pie:
In December 2019 I heard: 2020's vibrational focus is:
L O V E
The container we each are being offered as a collective is to LOVE ourselves deeper, more rich and to accept the invitation to become partnered, if not already, with a sincere LOVE partnership
"No more settling in relationships will be comfortable. It is about BIG REAL love now."
Today, I still fully believe: this year is in the radio frequency of LOVE
In January 2020 I heard: the numerology of 2020 is 4 which means: it's a masculine number that means things taking shape...manifesting....landing into our reality
What we have been praying for over the years, decades, moments absolutely will have support to become our reality in 2020
Today, I still fully believe the truth of what we deep down desire is held in support to manifest.
Last week in astrology, the placing of the planets suggested: major restructuring of finances, government and business will take place
The tower is crumbling down that no longer serves us
The news reflected this astrology forecast to be true and it is within us to choose how we respond
As we are being asked/required to separate ourselves from loved ones, we are still given a choice:
Will you allow this LOVE to grow in your heart?
We are being called to step into higher consciousness of tossing out plans and getting closer to our body, living in the moment
Ask your body in each moment-what makes you EXPAND what makes you CONTRACT?
Say Yes to what makes you expand-for the HEALTH of it
Your body always knows
Clear out the noise the chatter -by staying close to the body
Move shake breathe let loose
Wring out the OLD by LAUGHING from the depths of your belly until water pours out of your eyes
Run FAITH and TRUST through out the body
Resisting change is futile
Plant your new garden
Pour sweet honey in the new being born
The cold air arising from the depths is New Earth's breath as a cleanse
As we face change pour beauty, exercise your pure intent
Choose stillness within
SLOW DOWN the noise within the chatter
The slowing down of our planet unmuted the birds who were suffocated by the noise pollution and are now our natural choir
The slowing down of our planet welcomed higher vibration to swim into the city water ways -Dolphins
We are being asked to mirror the natural brilliance of coral reefs---quiet complexity
We are complex inside and are now being called to be quiet on the outside
Grab for what you LOVE to boost your immunity:
Food- what does your body LOVE, expand for? Grab it
People-who does your body LOVE, expand for? Call them
Heart truth: the more FULL your heart is of LOVE the stronger your immunity is
Weave Stillness within
Hold off on making a big decision until Stillness is felt
To fall more in love with yourself: purge the thought viruses that weaken you
We are shoving more perishable foods and toilet paper into our cabinets, how about we ALSO take inventory of the stale, old, non immunity boosting programs/thoughts/beliefs within
Use this open-feels like forever time- to get close with the thought viruses within and put them in the DIRT
The Earth our Mother, the DIVINE is asking us to get naked, undress the old structures, belief systems, stories, relationships that weigh us down making us feel weighted and unable to carry our powerful and beautiful life purposes forward to our people
Where we are given permission to play -stretch-heal- connect -is ---WILD NATURE
Dark deep emotions are getting stirred up and spilling out. OUT is where they need to be
Breathe them OUT, move them OUT, make love to them OUT, howl them OUT
We are called to stretch ourselves as a human species to advance ourselves into new ways that bring us together, make us stronger, more resilient, and closer to our hearts where our immunity becomes RICH
New ways have been knocking at our doors and now the Earth, Source is ready to show you--I've heard your prayers for a more clean Earth, more authentic relationships, more intelligence, more listening, coming together, and during this time, we are being shown we were heard
Our eyes, our hands, and our bodies are really getting familiar and close to our home surroundings --do you LOVE what is around? Take inventory of what is in your cabinets, your drawers, on your walls, across your body in your bed. Does it all uplift you?
Who in my circle do I feel closer to the DIVINE when I'm near them? Your daily routines have been slowed down and now you can assess who those people are. REACH out to them. Now you have time for the phone call instead of a text
Run FAITH and TRUST up and down your legs, arms and torso
Stay close to your body as your guide
Accept what is to lessen the grip, you don't have to like what's going on, to create peace and space ..simply accept what is for the bigger plan to be revealed for this is the year we are offered the opportunity to be handed over our deepest prayers when our hands are open and full of FAITH AND TRUST
Wash away tightness, resistance, disbelief
Open your palms to be less tight
Reach for what you LOVE what brings you joy
Just keep swimming-last night i dreamed I was swimming
Just keep singing-last night I dreamed I was singing on a stage
HAPPY BIRTDAY!--keep celebrating--last night i dreamed of Gus Gus mouse from Cinderella
All you needed to know you learned in Kindergarten--a few nights ago I went back to Kindergarten
"Be kind to everyone, wash your hands, say please and thank you, express your feelings in a gentle way. We're all in this grade together....we're going to GRADUATE." 👩🎓👨🎓👩🎓
It is time to drip, drink, devour all of your true element
Stand more Alive in what naturally grows your inner landscape
Allow your eyes to swell up with the salt from the sea you once called home
Choose to Love instead of leave this true element of YOU
You crave to be wet in life's liquid where new growth is inevitable
When you live here, each new exhale follows the inhale in fullness
Gaze at the seaweed in your hands ripened with untold stories ready to be chorused with a microphone
The wetness dripping like dew on a spring morning from your skin tickles awake your cells:
"I am your nutrients, scoop your cup in me for some more." .
Beloved Child: "If you clear away enough of the inner rubble, eventually you see the roots. " Sera Beak.
Real beauty? Showing real beauty is when you shine the LIGHT on all your shadow puppets. What if, when you have your once what was perceived as your "ugly self " step into the Light, the world applauded and said, " You're beautiful." To me, this massive unapologetic tree unashamed to show her roots, her strength, her history, her support system..is True Beauty.
"I've been there before." Said the Twinkle in her eyes as she gazed in awe at the sea of stars
gliding on a blanket of stillness 🌠
The star dust laid on your hat, fingertips, eyelashes and lips, is not to be washed off, forgotten or ignored
Your brothers and sisters stand above applauding you for your choice and invite you to remember the question....
" Who takes the lead in your life?"🪐
The ancient wisdom you once had easy access to, quietly laid rest within your soul to now be unlocked, stepped into, spoken and applied
The Rainstorms from above hold the keys to open your cells, awakening the old records to once again have pulse and fire 🔥💦❤️
Lightening strikes zap open the channels that run deep to let out the Goddess, the animal, the Earth, the vastness planted in your never ending Soul ⚡🦁🍃👑
This grand space you long to stretch in, travel, explore and get lost in
Is calling you back, to be FOUND 🔱🌌☄️💫
Happy New Moon 🌚 💫 ✨ New Beginnings .
Bright Light, it's time to go Within...
On this brisk silent Winter Solstice day, Twilight then Darkness breathes near
She waits on your heart underneath your bosom where the external world may only see Light
The whisper from the hmmming wind blows opening the locked doors once shamed shut
For your Mother Nature nurses her babies from darkness into Light
The stillness, the quiet, the pause pulsing around you in concert is your soul tangled with your body asking you to Match Her
Restriction, tightness, pain will all be opened once you allow Nature's reflection to be your invitation to crawl into the barrel of your ocean's darkness where new species of thoughts are waiting to be caught
Your sacred jewels will easily be found surrounded by the blanket of contrast
In honest prayer, may you speak: I sit here ready to go Within. Holding my candle as a guide to shine Light on Truth for those who might of hid yesterday, today my nature within reaches a hand out for all that you must say. .
Happy Winter Solstice
Beloved Child, do you kiss the money/gold that comes to you?
If not, why not?
This is a reflection of you. How you view yourself, your container, your worth
Your beliefs around money/prosperity is a slice of the pie of how you view your worth
I stand here to remind you , YOU ARE WORTHY -YOU ARE ENOUGH
When extra money comes to you, do you push it away, say no thanks, I don't need it, I couldn't take that, what did I do to deserve the EXTRA pot of gold?
Beloved Child, You breathed life, you said Yes, You stepped through, you're here
You. Are. ENOUGH. You are WORTHY
Money itself carries no value, no electric charge, it all depends on the hands that hold it and what we tell ourselves
It's just paper with letter and numbers
Money DOES grow on trees....it's paper!
It's all around us
You can touch it, smell it, hug it, give your prayers to it, listen to it for guidance
This is the forest, the city tree you walk by when you are stressed about money. It's right at your finger tips providing oxygen, shade, playgrounds and uplifting energy
Speak to your money as you speak to your friends
Speak to your friends as you speak to yourself
How open are your palms for wealth-Self Love?
I love you. You are worthy. You are enough. You uplift me. I'm so grateful to have you in my life. " How you do one thing is how you do everything." How are you 'doing' with your relationship with money? Dive in.....